I know it has been very long since I posted, but Im
just not in th mood to do anything. Never gonna understand how the hell did he managed to change my life so much...
loved @ 11:21 PM
you don't tell me anything, how the heck you expect me to understand?
im not some mind reader -.-
pissed off to the max.
leave me alone.
if you're annoyed, you don't have to vent your anger on me.
zzz.
loved @ 1:35 PM
found out a sad truth.
he used to always say, the truth hurts, doesn't it?
...
loved @ 8:23 AM
i always hate exams.
they never let me know if im studying hard not.
cause i feel i am, but also on the other hand, IM NOT.
O:
chemistry tomorrow.
and everything is only just a start.
today's chinese listening was a disaster.
damn damn cold...
loved @ 10:07 PM
i tried posting through itouch. [apparently i can't -.-]
you know, our 100 days were up?
i was waiting for you to ask me that phrase.
but i think you forgotten. so its alright.
bye.
loved @ 7:00 PM
i hate waking up from nightmares.
i can't cry even though i want to cause i promised to be strong.
i want a hug from you but you're too far to get it.
whats wrong man? =.=
loved @ 6:38 PM
Gee, trying my best to get used using itouch to blog. Eh, it's tough!
loved @ 9:56 PM
maybe im too harsh or something,
but this time, i just wanna make it clear.
i really need to think properly.
loved @ 6:52 PM

if only you will understand...
today is just a bad day O:
decided to just stay home and study.
x.x
loved @ 10:04 AM
going through J's blog.
we always read through each other's blogs even though we don't really talk.
hmm.
she's going through what exactly im experiencing now.
life sucks don't they? O_O
loved @ 9:42 PM
如果我說愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
today was a bad morning.
bad bad one.
started missing the necklace i lost a few months ago.
i doubt i would buy another necklace just to replace it though.
its just wouldn't be the same.
loved @ 10:55 AM
holiday's almost over.
semi-completed my homework.
if everything goes well, i shall start on my physics work.
dinghan helped me complete my geog.
not planning to do history.
finished my emaths [super proud of myself].
not planning to read social studies.
finished my physics workbook and TYS[i chiong-ed].
completed half of my chemistry.
so in a way i completed my work luh.
though most of it i just give up on it.
hahaha. (:
loved @ 10:04 PM
路不是一开始就非常顺畅 爱也不是一开始就很辉煌
懊恼跌到你还好都在身旁 每个眼神都是我精神食粮
看着你那么包容体谅让我决定 尽全力送你全世界最好的
I don't wanna lose you I will always love you
你是我的老婆 你的明天就交给我
I don't wanna leave you how how much Ilove you
你是我的最爱 没有任何人能把你替代 My heart oh
谁不希望跟爱的人爱到老 谁不想早上起床有人拥抱
爱情这东西没有人会不要 但幸福要靠两人把手牵好
看着你那么善解人意让我决定相信你是全世界最好的
I don'wanna lose you I will always love you
你是我的老婆 你的明天就交给我
I don't wanna leave you how how much Ilove you
你是我的最爱 没有任何人能把你替代 My heart oh
I don'wanna lose you I will always love you
你是我的老婆 你的明天就交给我
I don't wanna leave you how how much Ilove you
你是我的最爱 没有任何人能把你替代 My heart for you
going PCS later for band (:
jodie is back from orientation camp! hahahaa
missed her.
my whole week of holiday is booked by Coral Sec.
damn it.
monday class, tuesday band, wednesday band, thursday class, friday band.
awesome no.
no need skip class or band >.>
hahhaha.
watching Kaiji after geog class tomorrow.
*smiles* heee...
loved @ 11:23 AM
i think i finally smiled today.
i just realised how nice it was to be mentioned as your friend.
really. (:
but still, i know i have the responsibility to solve this.
i will try my best to stop this. even if it meant that many others will 不服.
fine.
if you really understand me, im just trying to save this treasure of mine that i found.
[no names mentioned].
i told my friend this last night on msn.
if i really apologised to her, you must understand that its for the benefit of everyone.
you must know that my purpose is just to minimize the crying and fight between us.
its not because i lost or im weak.
so, im proud to say that i've won almost 25% of my battle (:
its not really a battle, just my mission.
heh, sound like fiesta. X3
loved @ 9:10 PM
screwed my chinese common test.
how awesome :x
things aren't going that great for me these few days.
but i don't really care, it doesn't concern me much anyways.
if you're not close to me, it doesn't matter if you hate me or not.
if you're that close to me and hate me, just tell me.
cause im just wasting my time on you.
buying 30 manuscript books always make me feel like im a mozart (:
loved @ 9:09 PM

爱就像暴风来袭说来就来说去就去
忘不了的伤痛让它沉默在冰天雪地
mama said if i did my best then there's nothing to fear.
so, i tried my best to helped you, but you ignored me.
new phone new phone! :D
samsung. hope its good.
so far, it seems alright. with cool things for messages.
yesterday's steamboat was fun.
played until 12 plus.
cab-ed home.
loved @ 8:31 AM
i know you will last with him.
i know you will.
everytime you asked me about it, i told you.
truthfully, you two will last long.
you have my faith and trust.
(:
loved @ 9:08 PM
you came back, but i don't feel it at all.
chu san today. partyyyyy~ :D
cut my finger when cutting carrot.
super pain ><
loved @ 12:23 PM
下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景 做你的代替
陪我听雨滴
期待让人越来越沉迷
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
其实 没有我你分不清那些
彻别 接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞 一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
其实 没有我你分不清那些
彻别 接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑 才能够有你的体贴
其实 没有我你分不清那些
彻别 接近还能多一些
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉
2 days 16 hours...
had a not bad CNY.
at least the angbaos not bad :D
my handphone ring volume is 8.
maximum already.
didn want to miss any messages ><
loved @ 4:42 PM
the day my pet society's heart tree grow,
it'll be the day you come back singapore...
3 days.
cleaned up the house today.
still bugged by the flu =/
ate finish the reunion dinner for my own family.
not very bad...
loved @ 6:00 PM
>< flu, fever and headache.
chio to the max!
the reunion dinner was a total disaster.
cause im totally not in the mood for anything.
texting <3 all the way.
he's in malaysia now.
coming back in 4 days time...
loved @ 9:40 PM
因为我们各自累了所以放开了彼此的手
a bit lazy to start my chinese homework.
shall complete it later ><
and and and, my physics test and chemistry test is a semi-success (:
cause i didn't leave any blanks. heh.
can't help but wait for the results to come out.
mingxuan left singapore for japan D:
better come back soon. hmm.
and i shall continue to work hard!
joelle, you jiayou also! cannot give up hor~
[go go power rangers]
loved @ 7:07 PM